Happy Birthday To You...

Today is the day that my Peanut was born 8 years ago. One of my nephews Q. was born 16 years ago. Last but not lease one of my closest friends was born 30 some years ago the Undertaker. Having all of them in my life has been a true blessing. I hope all of them have a great day!

Spring Break Part 2

This picture above was at the Firemen's Museum, and its a shot of debris from Ground Zero. I didn't know that any firehouse that helped during that time got sent ash and debris from NYC, it was very moving to see. I explained to my Peanut what had happened and she demanded to know who the man was that didn't like America. She looked at these things for a long time.

Spring Break in Philly

I had my first official vistors to Philly and we had a great time. My BFF, Peanut, Curly-Q and Munchkin flew in from Michigan for 4 days. We went to the ocean and into downtown Philly to see the Liberty Bell, Betsy Ross's house, Ben Franklin's grave, Firemen's Museum, and Reading Terminal. We had cheesesteaks and went to the Cheesecake Factory. It was a full 4 days and I'm grateful they came to see me it was a boost to have visitors, but obviously all good things must end. However, they will come back and visit.

My Munchkin Part 2

Here is my munchkin yelling for me... I tried to get this to load with the other, but I couldn't get it to work. So enjoy another bout of my little munchkie munchkin.

My Munchkin

I had visitors for spring break and I will post pictures soon, however here is some video of my little munchkin saying Georgina she is adorable.

My Little Peanut

I know that it has been awhile since I posted, I have some pictures to show from my trip to Michigan, which was moving weekend. I got a chance to see my Peanut in her First Communion Dress. She is a pretty, pretty princess...

Look Out This Is Going To Be Ugly

I really don't know what I was thinking moving away and thinking I would be able to handle it, I mean I tried it before and didn't like it why would this time be different. Granted my landlords are extremely nice, but coming to a city where I know no one is just not something I am able to do on my own. I know that I am actually doing it, but I really hate every single second of being away and I'm not sure why. It's not like I would go out and do a ton of stuff in Ohio, but I think its probably the comfort of knowing I could and could call someone and see if they wanted to hang out.

I know this is bitchy and really not being positive like everyone keeps telling me I need to be, but I guess I need to vent. Although I have vented to many these past few days (thanks to everyone for listening to my rant) I guess I'm hoping that maybe this will help as well. I really just wish that I could find the right job in the right place and I know this could be the right place, but I really don't want to be this far away from friends and family. Missing out on the bigger milestones for my nieces and nephews or even the little ones. I realize that I haven't been around for some of these, these past years because of work schedules or whatever, but the idea that it wasn't that far of a drive and it might possibly work out was always there.

Now I just feel like I'm lost in an abyss and not really sure which way to swim to get over this horrendous mountain that I feel is in front of me. If anyone has any suggestions I would love to hear about them, because after today I really am going to need some help.

I was at the school for the second time and got to get into my classroom to clean and setup, which was like a clean house episode or hoarders. The students who I did see were not overly friendly. I know I am the new person and they are teenagers, but really hearing I hope your not our teacher, and having them spout off in the classroom at anytime was something I wasn't really expecting.

Hopefully this will all work out positively...I guess I will see...